Title: I just don't know anymore.
Category: don't know
Blog Entry: Not sure, just upset. Pissed, I think it’s just my mood. I really don’t
know..but I need to let it all out. I hold everything in, and just let
it out in a destructive manner, it’s not healthy for me or anyone close
to me. It’s going to ruin me over time. I need to substitute this anger
with something productive. I feel writing is a good way to let out all
your feelings without feeling exposed. Call me Gay, call me bisexual
call me what you want, just remember what you’re doing as it’s not
"cool" or "awesome" in anyway, and what you may say could change
someones life, some people are over-emotional they could commit
suicide. It’s better to just shutup in certain situations. Keep your
thoughts to yourself if they aren’t nice. I’m sick of people who make
fun of others to receive self pleasure. It’s upsetting to see how the
world revolves now-a-days. Especially at school some people just piss
me off. If I didn’t care oh so much, I’d probably beat the ??? out of
someone. But you know I’d rather do good in school and I’m not one to
come down on someone like that. I keep all that to myself. I feel like
opening up and becoming more social. It’s hard to do that where I live,
I only have a few close friends, sometimes I can’t even trust some of
them. I just feel sometimes like I’m not needed anywhere. Or like I’m
just a burden on everyones shoulders. Well, I don’t know what else
that’s on my mind..I also think someone else very close to me, whom
I’ve let go once before is willing to open herself up to me once again.
I just wonder why she likes me so much’ what do I have to really offer?
I do like her alot, I won’t say love as it’s such a strong word. I’m
only in highschool anyways. I just don’t see why people like me so much
sometimes
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